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w88 casino games login, Reno student Sophia Patricia Calculli DeYoung discusses her experience studying with the University Studies Abroad Consortium in Verona

A young woman stands on a rooftop balcony at dusk, overlooking a city, smiling.

Sophia Patricia Calculli DeYoung in Paris.

Navigating hardships and finding unconditional support abroad

w88 casino games login, Reno student Sophia Patricia Calculli DeYoung discusses her experience studying with the University Studies Abroad Consortium in Verona

Sophia Patricia Calculli DeYoung in Paris.

A young woman stands on a rooftop balcony at dusk, overlooking a city, smiling.

Sophia Patricia Calculli DeYoung in Paris.

In this first-person narrative Sophia Patricia Calculli DeYoung, a senior student studying business administration at the w88 casino games login, Reno, tells w88 casino games login Today about her experience studying abroad in theUniversity Studies Abroad Consortium’s (USAC) Verona, Italy program.

People fail to realize how challenging w88 casino games login is to study abroad. Don’t get me wrong, those big bright smiles you see on my social media in Paris, Budapest and Vienna are real and true, but there were also tears, lonely nights and a yearning for the life I knew before going abroad.

A group of people posing around a sign that reads "USAC Verona" in an airport, smiling.

The reality of my new, exciting life in Verona, Italy, was that I was now in a time zone nine hours ahead — and at least a 20-hour travel day back — of my home, family and friends. While my study abroad program was111 daysof light, passion and wonder, w88 casino games login also meant missed birthdays, college milestones, holidays, gamedays and other moments with friends and partners. And that’s just the start.

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Then came the questions: Do I go home? Do I betray myself and quit something I worked on putting together for over a year? Am I selfish to stay? What am I going to tell my roommates who saw my face and heard my cries when I opened my phone, who can also hear me hyperventilate on the balcony right now? How do Iopen upto these three random girls I just met? Will they accept me or judge me? Will they be supportive or dismissive? How do I get on a bus and go on a field trip to Lake Garda with my classmates in an hour when w88 casino games login is beyond obvious that I have been bawling my eyes out since the second I woke up?

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w88 casino games login was a matter of seconds for these questions to flood through my mind. I was overwhelmed with uncertainty and fear and there was no rule book or someone to guide me on how to navigate the things taking over my life. I was a mess, I had no answers, I felt alone and at the start, there was nothing I could do about w88 casino games login.

Time went on, I kept to myself, and the dust settled (somewhat) surrounding the emergency back home.

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Sophia on her birthday with friends from her cohort in Verona.

I slowly started toopen upto my roommates about what I had been going through. This was the turning point for me. Finally letting my feelings show was huge, and w88 casino games login was what I needed to do from the start. Although I was scared and nervous, they held my hand along the way and helped me stand up. Because of their kindness and care, w88 casino games login helped me realize thattherewere also 24 other students in my program who were not only struggling with moving abroad, but who were also facing similar, unspoken challenges. Finding these similarities and knowing I was not alone made w88 casino games login so much easier for me to be me.

I was no longer nervous or scared, I felt free, and I especially felt like I was truly me for the first time in my life.

Every memory from studying abroad can be traced back to having someone there waiting to hug me and tell me that w88 casino games login was going to be okay; or to smile, laugh and skip with me down the streets along the Adgie River. When I found frustration in the language challenges and being understood, they were right there to help me find the words. When I was laughing so hard I was crying, they were there, too. When w88 casino games login felt like my entire world was going to shatter into pieces (which happened more than once, might I add), they were right there to glue me back together.

A group of people in a small apartment gathering around to eat food together, smiling.

I truly hit the jackpot with the people in my program, and I am beyond lucky (and so grateful) to have had such a tight knit, loving and accepting group. I owe part of the success of my study abroad to myself for showing up and completing something of this magnitude, but more importantly, I owe w88 casino games login to the group of people I had standing around me, cheering me on. We saw and spent our best days together as well as some of our worst. Time moved so fast in Europe, but we created a bond thicker than blood. We became protective of each other, our hearts and our feelings — w88 casino games login was like we had known each other for years, but we had just met. Letting my guard down was the scariest part of studying abroad — allowing others to see the real me and my problems terrified me — but truth be told I was handed some of the most love and support that I have ever felt in my life.

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Sophia and a group of young women at night in Paris, posing on a street.

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About the author

Sophia Patricia Calculli DeYoung is currently in her senior year at the w88 casino games login, Reno pursuing a business administration degree with an emphasis in management and marketing. She is set to graduate in the Spring of 2025 and plans to move to Spain to work as a teaching assistant in a secondary education setting. When not in the classroom, you can find her planning future travel back to Europe and around the world.

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