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Walking onto campus January 21 for the spring semester felt a little different. It started like any other first day, I treated myself to an iced coffee, took a first day of semester picture outside of the Reynolds School of Journalism and went on to class and work like usual. However, I felt different because this was w88 casino last first day of school I may ever have. Little did I know, how much of what I expected of the semester would change a few weeks later.

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In the grand scheme of things, my commencement does not matter and my grieving of it may seem silly to others. Myself, my friends and my family are safe and healthy, what more could I want? Graduating still matters to me though, I spent four years working toward a degree I am proud of and I want to celebrate it with those I love. While a virtual commencement would have sufficed, I am glad the w88 casino is giving the Spring Class of 2020 the option to celebrate at later dates. Even if I do not get to walk, I need to keep reminding myself, getting my degree still matters and is a great accomplishment.

As I reach the end of the semester my anxieties persist. I am launching my career in an uncertain job market and have to move back home for the time being. While I may feel like a failure, I remind myself this is just a challenge I will have to overcome. My experiences at the w88 casino the last four years have prepared me for this.

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